Lost of Love

It's been quite a while that I did not update my blog. Well...this is the story...

On 23th May, I was in a meeting while my mobilephone range. Initially I did not receive the call as I was in the meeting with the clients and my MD. After a few ring, something tells me to aswer the phone, so I went out of the meeting, answered the call. It was my sister. She told me that my doggy has passed away. I was shocked at the very second and paused for a long time, unable to speak, voice shaky was really shaky. I asked her when and how, as it couldn't be so.
She mentioned that my bruce has passed away while on the way to the hospital. I hang up the phone, sat on the bench, my mind went blank totally and shocked for the news!
I couldn't believed myself for what I was told. I kept asking myself that why and trying to tell myself that that couldn't be true as I still see him this morning, and he slept in my bedroom last night and the night before etc...
I called my bro and spoke to him again. Mentioned the bruce was still alright after he fed him. Only then, after he came back to home and found bruce with the bad condition (sickness).He quickly carried him and went to find a cab to go to the animal hospital, unfortunately, he passed away while he's on his way.
That's how I lost my love.....
Bruce has been with us since he was a puppy, together with romeo, another doggy of mine, but he ha also passed away in 2004. When romeo died, he was 11yrs old and bruce was 14yrs old.
Till date, my emotion is still unstable. When I look at their photos, when I am at home or even walking pass the greenary areas around my house, they simply bring up the bitterness and sorrows, to remind me of my lost. Even right at this moment, while I am typing I am very shaky. Sometimes, it just makes me feel that life is very short and meaningless. It is so fragile that, it can end at any point of time.
I can only wish that both bruce and romeo could go to the heaven and never will they suffer. wish that they can be happy and healthy.
What I can think of for this very minute is that; if you have your family and even pets at home, do love them and take care of them well. Becauase you won't know what will happen tomorrow. And you won't be able to tell if the person or your pet is healthy. They can leave you at any point of time. Love them every second you got. Treasure them as much as you could. I can promise you that, you will not regret it.
Wish you all well, healthy and happy always.